One year after the fact, cut scenes from Marilyn Manson’s videoclip where singer Lana Del Ray is suffering through director Eli Roth’s rape, have been released.

The scenes are hard enough that even the director said that “the video is so sick that it had to stay locked up in the vault for over a year”.

In the 87 controversial seconds, the singer appears to be raped by the director of movies such as Hostel and Grindhouse for Marilyn Manson’s videoclip, of the song “No Reflection”.